"ilovedom!!!!!! :)"

think

we sat there for minutes, without speaking a word. but somehow, it meant so much.

the other day someone was like, “do you ever have those days where you just wanna crawl in a hole and die? that’s how i feel” i thought the answer was no, but today, i wanna crawl in a hole and die..huh.

i used to think it’s just you that’s feeling that way..but maybe i feel it too. it’s a rough road ahead..and behind us too i guess…but we’ll pull through. been reflecting a lot. i get it. i get why you are the way you are. we’ve grown and changed so much. it’s so different now. but regardless, i love you forever. :)

ahh everything’s so hectic. haven’t even gotten time to clean my room yet..ahh, hectic end of year. haven’t gotten time to do anything.. can’t wait to settle down and just feel at home and rest and be comfy. but for now we’re on an important trip..and im going to miss you all so much! this time around, i feel so sad to leave…but i’m happy we’re headed there too. i love my fambam. 

been very emotional. blah. every little thing makes me teary.. gotta stay healthy and energetic and okay! and i can’t forget to pack anything. BLAH.

time to sleep…i’m exhausted.

confidence silly.. :)

i want to give up.